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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005
8:42am] |
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November 16th, 2005
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We live in a political world,
Love don't have any place.
We're living in times where men commit crimes
And crime don't have a face
We live in a political world,
Icicles hanging down,
Wedding bells ring and angels sing,
clouds cover up the ground.
We live in a political world,
Wisdom is thrown into jail,
It rots in a cell, is misguided as hell
Leaving no one to pick up a trail.
We live in a political world
Where mercy walks the plank,
Life is in mirrors, death disappears
Up the steps into the nearest bank.
We live in a political world
Where courage is a thing of the past
Houses are haunted, children are unwanted
The next day could be your last.
We live in a political world.
The one we can see and can feel
But there's no one to check, it's all a stacked deck,
We all know for sure that it's real.
We live in a political world
In the cities of lonesome fear,
Little by little you turn in the middle
But you're never why you're here.
We live in a political world
Under the microscope,
You can travel anywhere and hang yourself there
You always got more than enough rope.
We live in a political world
Turning and a'thrashing about,
As soon as you're awake, you're trained to take
What looks like the easy way out.
We live in a political world
Where peace is not welcome at all,
It's turned away from the door to wander some more
Or put up against the wall.
We live in apolitical world
Everything is hers or his,
Climb into the frame and shout God's name
But you're never sure what it is.
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[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005
8:23am] |
Psionics is your specialty.
You seem to know every thought that comes to
everyone's minds and every word before it comes
out of anyone's mouth. You know the answer
before the question, and can at some times
detect the truth from the lies. You are a
mysterious person, an enigma many people find
puzzling. However, they tend to stay away from
you, due to the fact that you know what they
are thinking. Only a selected few, who can
brave your all-knowing mind actually befriend
you. You are loyal only to those who actually
made the first move to becoming your friend. To
them, you share some secrets, but you still
remain an enigma.
Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
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[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005
8:01am] |
wow
I actually found this really acurate... scary
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FiFi took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Demands that ideas and emotions shall merge and bl..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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[Friday
October 21st, 2005
8:49am] |
You know you break me?
with just mere words- YOU BREAK ME.
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[Thursday
October 20th, 2005
8:15am] |
grr
I hate newspaper. I hate the teacher, I hate the course, I just hate it....
but I don't hate my friends... they are awesome, but I need to get out of this fucking class....
uh
I get to go talk to the counsler or whatever to get out of it....other than that I am really good at french..my teacher was proud of me ^_^
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[Monday
October 17th, 2005
7:37am] |
hahaha.... I am soo happy, but like always confused...
I like Taylor and a kid named jon, and every time I talk to Taylor he makes some kind of move, recently kisses, but yeah I still like Jon, and he kind of seems like more of a challenge..... I am such a fucking retard... OI
so I dunno I guess I will figure things out
Craig update: got high with him this weekend... ;)
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005
8:15am] |
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so...
*grin*blush*grin*
Last year I was into this kid named Taylor.... and it was a mad crush, etc. etc.
SO yesterday I went to go support my friend (honor society thing, she had a 4.0 so she was getting awards and such..) and I saw him there.
So now he is 5'10, and is about 50x hotter than before. *GRIN*</sb>
and even better, me and craig are OVER which means I have no guilty concious over flirting with him last night!!!
So at lunch I am going to see I I can find him so we can flirt more.....
he is deathly gorgeous..
"Bullets can't silence ideas"
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[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005
8:40am] |
Kissing fate good-bye
 Never looked so good
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[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005
8:31am] |
BROKEN.
 Nearly there aren't we?
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[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005
8:26am] |
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my hopes are so high your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me
so I die happy
I WANT TO FORGET
Everything. Anything.
For once I actually wish it would all fade away.
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[Monday
October 10th, 2005
8:44am] |
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Went to a rodeo..... it was cool.....I had fun with my family....they are lovely
so yeah.....I miss my friends..... I miss being super happy and careless.....
I miss him...
ugh...
I hate the feeling of missing him.....
how coinsidentally EVERYTHING is another reminder...
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[Wednesday
September 28th, 2005
8:07am] |
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so yeah thats a current of me.....interesting
so my gorgeous boyfriend is now an ex-.....pretty confusing but it works...
I miss him......ugh
but yeah on the bright side things are pulling together
I have a job, which is ok....I am getting in dance classes so I can persue what I want to do.......and I am going to get a cell phone because I need one....all paid for by me...
I guess a job does give you a sense of responsibility...I've had mine since july......how exciting.....
school is ok.... although my mind seems to space off on other things and such...
I still am infatuated with poetry and writing (some things never change)
and over the summer I lost weight ...so that was pretty cool too.....
I guess I have alot of things to be happy for, I mean they are really good and stuff, but its not what I want...seems like it's not me....yet I am too young to say I know who I am anyway....fucking eh I hate thinking
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[Tuesday
July 5th, 2005
10:56am] |
[.basics.]
.001.] name: Kirsten
.002.] age: 15 on saterday
.003.] birthday: July 9th
.004.] zodiac sign: Cancer.
.005.] height: 5'5 or 5'6
.006.] weight: 114.
.007.] status: With the best person alive, and planning on keeping it that way.
.008.] city you live in: Rio Rancho
.009.] car you drive: No.
.010.] school you attend: I will be attending Rio Rancho High.
[.favorite.]
.011.] food: Recently fruits and stuff.
.012.] non-alcoholic drink: Coffee, root beer, Dr.Pepper...
.013.] alcoholic drink: Any. As long as it is "hard" alcohol..
.014.] ice cream flavor: Mint Chocolate chip...or that crazy rainbow one...
.015.] color: all of them...except brown....eeewwie..
.016.] tv show:....
.017.] movie: Dunno....GREASE?
.018.] singer/band: Too many good ones.
.019.] song: See above.
.020.] word/phrase: fuck. (as in remark not as in action)
[.the last person.]
.021.] you talked to: Craig
.022.] you called: Craig. ^_^
.023.] you saw: Thomas. [brother]
.024.] you hugged: Thomas.
.025.] you kissed: Craig.
.026.] you had sex with: uhhh...guess?
.027.] you had a crush on: Craig. (still do)
.028.] you did something nice for: Hannah [cousin]
.029.] you dreamt about: uncle.[bad dream]
.030.] you hung-out with: Cousins along with various cowboy that are too horney. Also Scott and Brenden.
[.have you ever.]
.031.] lied to your parents: Yes.
.032.] stolen something: No.
.033.] had sex in a car: No.
.034.] kissed the same sex: Yes.
.036.] cheated on a test: Yes.
.037.] thought you were gay: No.
.038.] drank alcohol: Yes.
.039.] done drugs: Yes.
.040.] smoked anything: yes.
[.the last thing.]
.041.] you ate: A salad yesterday.
.042.] you drank: Diet Pepsi.
.043.] you bought for yourself: A couple shirts.
.044.] you bought for someone else: hmmm.....Drinks or something? Food? I have no clue.
.045.] you cooked: Chocolate covered something or another (I don't like chocolate but I like to make stuff for people so yeah.)
.046.] you made: Still making it but not telling...
.047.] you worried about: Me.
.048.] you cried about: me.
.049.] you were happy about: Craig.
.050.] you shared with someone: A snowcone with my cousin. <3
[.numbers.]
.051.] shoe size: 7 1/2 - 8 1/2 Depends on the shoe.
.052.] waist size: I don't know.
.053.] lucky number: Five.
.054.] number of piercings: 2.
.055.] number of tattoos: 2 attempts.
.056.] boys/girls you have kissed: Girls: 2?? Boys: too many.
.057.] bfs/gfs you have had: Serious boyfriends/girlfriends or just random ones that lasted like a week? Serious Boyfriends: 3 not Serious :tpp many to count. Honestly.
.058.] jobs you have had: Babysitter....cleaner....I dunno
.059.] people you consider “real friends”: A few.
.060.] boys/girls you had sex with: uhnhhhhh
[.do you believe in.]
.061.] the boogie man: No.
.062.] monsters in the closet: no.
.063.] monsters under your bed: no.
.064.] evolution: No.
.065.] reincarnation: maybe...
.066.] love at first sight: CRAIG.
.067.] aliens in outerspace: No.
.068.] ghosts: Sure.
.069.] curses: No.
.070.] yourself: No.
[.would you.]
.071.] rob a bank: Maybe...
.072.] drink a bottle of tequila: OF COURSE!!!
.073.] kiss someone of the same sex: Nope.
.074.] have sex with a goat: Uhm, no.
.075.] date your teacher: no.
.076.] flash a stranger: No.
.077.] date your best friend: No.
.078.] bungee jump off the statue of liberty: YES.
.079.] skinny dip in public: No. I'm too self concious.
.080.] eat cow balls: Eh, no
[.at this moment.]
.081.] what are you eating: Nothing.
.082.] what are you drinking: nothing
.083.] what are you wearing: clothes.
.084.] what are you listening to: Nothing.
.085.] what are you thinking about: My brother looking over my shoulder.
.086.] what do you smell like? Clothes.
.087.] what does your hair look like: messy from sleeping.
.088.] where are you at: Home.
.089.] what time is it: 10:54 am.
.090.] what is the weather like: It's kind of "meh". Nothing too special about it.
[.this or that.]
.091.] the beach or the mountains: Beach.
.092.] pepsi or coke: Coke.
.093.] having no arms or having no legs:??NONE??
.094.] stereo or tv: Both. :D
.095.] mom or dad: Brother.
.096.] money or happiness: Happiness
.097.] car or motorcycle: Car.
.098.] one good friend or several companions: One good friend.
.099.] shoes or sandals: Shoes.
.100.] mustard or ketchup: Ketchup.
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[Tuesday
July 5th, 2005
12:17am] |
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Basics
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight.
Birthdate:: July 9th
Eye color:: Green.
Happy with it?: Sure.
Hair color:: I dunno anymore...
Happy with it?: no.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right.
Your living arrangement: With my family.
Your family:: Cool older brother with short temper. Self centered mom. Dad.
Have any pets?: Cats. Birds. Dogs.
Whats your job?: None yet. I want one.
Piercings?: Ears
Tattoos?: Scars..along with various self-tattoing attempts.
Obsessions?: Craig. Friends.
Addictions?: Craig. Chai Tea.
Do you speak another language?: Planning on it.
Do You...
Smoke?: Yep.
Do drugs?: noo
Read the newspaper?: Yep. I want to be an intern for one of these major papers
Pray?: Gave up.
Go to church?: No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Of course.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes.
Take walks in the rain?: Yes, along with jumping too!!
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes.
Drive?: Yes, illeagily
Like to drive fast?: Always..
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: No.
Hurt yourself?: Yes.
Been out of the country?: No.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: ???
Been in love? Yes.
Done drugs?: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes.
Had a medical emergency?: Yes.
Had surgery?: No.
Played strip poker?:Yep.
Gotten beaten up?: Yes.
Beaten someone up?: Yes.
Been picked on?: Yes.
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?: Yes, frequently.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes, frequently.
Gone one day without food?: Numerous times (recently)
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: What if you weren't sleeping?
Slept all day?: NO.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: No. But I did kiss one.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes. Often.
Kissed the same sex?: Yes.
Done anything sexual .with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: Of Course.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: No.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
On purpose?: No.
Been on radio/tv?: No.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: You mean reoccuring? Yeah.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: No.
Miracles?: Not really.
Astrology?: No.
Magic?: No.
Santa?: No.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: CRAIG.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes.
Witches?: Yeah. The practice of witchcraft you mean right?
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yep.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
Do you wish on stars?: ..Sure. I did....
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I Dunno. I can't even figure out life on earth, so why would I start on a theory of death?
Love and All That
Do you consider .......
Turn on?:: CRAIG. Intellegent. Cocky. Funny as hell. Caring. Eyes. Personality.
Turn-off?:: Pompous. Self-centered. Rude, inconsiderate, vulgar, pathetic.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Yes.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: yes.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive:????????
Who Was the Last Person...
That turned you on?: CRAIG. ^_^
You went shopping with?: DUNNO.
That broke your heart?: I thought a few did, but I realized they never really had it to begin with.
To make you cry?: Me.
You saw?: My brother.
Right This Moment...
Body part you're touching right now: My foot is touching my leg.???
What are you worried about right now?: Too much to type.
What book are you reading?: Confucious Lives Next Door.
What's on your mousepad?: It's just black.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Chaotic, drained, depressed, cynical, BROKEN, haha sorry had to add a spice of EMO..
Are you bored?::Yes.
Are you tired?:: Sure.
Are you talking to anyone online?: No.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely.
Are you listening to music?: Yeah.
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[Thursday
June 30th, 2005
8:56pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. FiFi
2. Kirsten
3. "hey you! Yeah you"
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Uniigirl
2. Rrriotgirlll
3. Youneverknow
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being spontaneous with others.
2. my "sharp tongue"
3. Sarcasm & negativity
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Body.
2. Personality.
3. Body...
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Dutch.
2. Irish.
3. Indian (as in India bitches!- yeah like the belly dancing people.)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Voices, especially when they are in your head.
2. People. (not as in "OMG they can like kill me and stuff"...but just people, in general.)
3. OOMPA LOOMPAS=*cringe*
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Makeup.
2. Clothes.
3. Shower.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Bracelet.
2. Pants.
3. Shirt.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS(currently):
1. Jack Off Jill
2. Senses Fail (YEA THEY ARE TRENDY< BUT I LIKE THE OLDER SHIT)
3. Brand New.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Salsa dancing.
2. Being thin.
3. Feeling better.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. CRAIG
2. CRAIG
3. CRAIG
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. I am addicted to caffeine.
2. I hate rain.
3. I love Craig.
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Personality.
2. Humor..
3. Attitude.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be better.
2. Hate people.
3. End this.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. Reading
2. Myspace & Livejournal.
3. Friends.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have Craig back in New Mexico.
2. Have a happy thought.
3. Have a car to drive around in.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Writer. (journalist, author..etc.)
2. Dancing. (probably jazz or salsa.)
3. Black and white photographer.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY:
1. Europe.
2. India.
3. Asia.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Go on a crazy cruise.
2. Cure aids & Cancer.
3. Keep the man of my dreams and be perfect...doll-like
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[Friday
June 17th, 2005
7:16pm] |
Today was interesting.
Strictly focused on having conversations with myself.
now if only I had a gun.
Now that would have been interesting.
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[Friday
June 10th, 2005
11:36pm] |
it is official I am the loser who got her lj community layout confused with my personal layout
so exspect it to be finished momentarily
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